At the hair salon on Monday while I was getting low lights put in my hair the girl accidentally splashed the chemical in my eye. That was fun, being led to the bathroom to get another solution and water put in my eye. Aside from worrying that I’d never see again and I was freaked out over the possibility that it would turn the white of my eye brown to match the iris. That would give me a scary effect just in time for Halloween. People would stare at me and maybe ask questions and I’d have to figure out some goofy answers since the truth is so boring. But I can see again and they tell me I still have the white in my eye. How would I know, I can’t see without my glasses on to know the difference.
Tuesday I went to the Gadget Petting Zoo at the senior hall.
They sponsor these-hands-on events quite often but this is the first time I’ve
gone to one. I wanted to find out how to borrow books on my Kindle and to play with
the tablets and smart phones. A woman I’ve wanted to make friends since I started
going to the senior hall sat next me and we struck up a conversation, and we
discovered that we both love working on genealogy. When we parted she asked for
my phone number so we exchanged calling cards. The funny part is when we first
started talking she said, “Where do I know you from?” and I thought, Well, don’t I make a big impression on
people with my fly-on-the-wall persona. To be fair to myself she’s nearly a
decade older than me so maybe her not remembering me from the many times we’ve
been at the same events is more about her memory loss than about me.
My second hearing test, a dentist appointment and a Red Hat
Society tea were mid-week. The hearing test was with my husband’s audiologist
and it came up with the same results as the first test I had last week…that I
do have hearing loss in the upper ranges but that’s where the similarities in
the tests ended. He (the guy who gave me the free test at a chain hearing aid
place) was high pressure, she was no pressure. He wanted me to order on the
spot---which I didn’t do---she told me to go home and think about it for a few
days. He left two whinny messages on my answering machine wondering why I wasn’t
ordering. I ordered with my husband’s audiologist and I guess I should start
calling her my audiologist. Punch another hole in my Old People’s membership
card. I’ve crossed another line, found another benchmark.
At the Red Hats tea we were introduced to two new members
and I’m elated about that. Everyone else in the group has known each other for
ages so now I’m not the only newbie learning the groups’ dynamics. One of them
caught herself half way through a swear word a couple of times. That will be
fun for comic relief. I’m surprised it hasn’t happened to me. I check myself in
polite society but I’ve been known to throw in a colorful expletive when no one
but the dog can hear me.
Friday I went to see to see Gravity with my Movie and Lunch club. All the reviews I’ve read said this Sandra Bullock and George Clooney IMAX 3D film is a nail biter and now I know exactly what they mean. Wow, was it intense! It was totally believable, had awesome cinematography and I loved every minute of it! If it doesn’t win a bunch of awards this year I’ll be shocked.
To round out the week my Red Hat chapter had a birthday
party luncheon and I came home exhausted and feeling like I was back in the
work force from all the running around I did this week. I’m so glad Sunday will
be a day of rest.
Next week will be the end of my grand experiment, the master
plan that I’ve been living these past two months in an effort to find friends
and a social life in my widowhood. But I already know the results. What I learned
about myself and widows starting over is this: 1) I learned that it can be done. If you
apply yourself to a solid plan you can find a social life again. I can’t say I’ve
found those few close friends yet that I've been seeking, but by design I’ve built a real
foundation for finding them and I did it in a very short time. 2) I discovered
that I don’t enjoy being as busy as I’ve been during my grand experiment. I’ve
always been a bit of a loner and I’ve missed my alone time---my reading,
writing and day-dreaming time. But on the other hand without social events in
my life my creativity side has nothing to feed on which leads me to the third thing
I’ve learned: Phase two of my master plan needs to set the goal of finding a
balance that works for me. ©
